Monday, May 09, 2005

On the Fugitive inside you...

You are 25 so you should get married...you graduated from IIT so you should start with a salary of at least 5 lacs/annum....you should work for only 5 days a week otherwise you would become a workaholic...you would lose work life balance...

What does it mean...that what you should do is what people around you expect you to do... to an extent thats right...I am a social animal...I draw numerous benefits from the fact that I am part of a community and a society...in fact, in the job I am, everything happens from the fact that I know a lot of people in the community...if I am part of a system, I have some obligations towards this system.

But what to do to what your heart says...what about the individual I am....I call it my fugitive character...at night, when I reach home, Mr. Fugitive wakes up from his sleep...good music, great books....everything is here now...I haven't had any formal studies in a lot of stuff I read...pure interest...I need to understand why jews would always be a nomadic race, how the pope is elected, what is the fabric of society in America, what would the world do with a strong America, did everyone in Lebanon have a problem with Syrian occupation...what about Hezbollah, is Iran as fundamental and dangerous as the western world portrays it to be,what is the dilemma of a hangman, is democracy an end in itself or is it just a mean......who will answer these questions for me....leave me alone because i am finding answers to these questions and many more...

Dear socitey, I will hear to what you have to say once I have found answers to these questions without the danger of finding myself in a dialectic.

In Search Of...............

1 comment:

asifzubair said...

by day, a normal law abiding citizen of the world. by night ...